Im almost glad to feel it end, its a huge weight away. I really appreciate all the people who have been there for me, it really does suck because honestly i tasted happiness for one of the first times in my life. But i cant go on knowing its all fake and will never last. And if my sister ever finds this then i love you and you’re strong and important. But truly i can now understand the song brompton cocktail. Im glad i got that taste of normality though, i hope thats where im going.